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Me through the eyes of myth & math

Updated: May 4


Elina Sufia Kadaja - The carrier of light on the path of love. ...with a juniper torch...




I am on my path of experiencing the source that is one, with no devotion to any specific religion. I have seen myself through many different traditions and can see the common language behind the symbolism. Therefore I have chosen to reveal my my inner cosmos in the language of different traditions to you.


These interpretations are based on the time I was born using the science of numerology and astrology. These descriptions resonate closely to what i have experienced in my life.



Birth name: Elina - Name from the old Greek language. Greeks used to call each other Elinas which meant - the carrier of light (the torch). Just like the statue of liberty. The root of the name is also associated with Helen - from the historical love story. The Troy horse that took down the enemies from the inside, because of love.

Devotee name: Sufia - the path of love. During the name ceremony in India, Pune I was living In OSHOs ashram. I had recently completed the Mystic Rose meditative therapy and facilitators program. The 3 week process of laughter, tears and silence bought me the experience of lightening up from the inside.

2 years after this experience I become friends with OSHOs astrologer. I gave him a healing session and he started to see dreams again. As a return he started teaching me astrology. Now he is my google maps of stars. Together we navigate the divine feminine to rise.

Family name: Kadaja - juniper tree is believed to possess the ability to cleanse and make us pure and true to ourselves.

Born in 1992: The year that my birth country declared its independence. Estonians take great pride in saying that they sang themselves to freedom. Big part of my work is based on a belief that our voice, singing and vibrations created using the throat have enormous healing potential to liberate us from unwanted energies. Voice is a direct tool assisting us to step into our power and let go of the restrictions from the past.

at 4.43 am - The sunrise on my birth island was officially documented on this day to 4.45. So I came with the sun and was there business punctual. (Early is on time)

June 3rd - The magical combination of 3+6=9

The 3, 6 and 9 represent the pathways that force (energy / information) manifest through to form material.

Looking closely at the pattern of 3 and 6 you realize that 3 and 6 equals 96 and 3 equals 9, all the numbers together equal 9, both ways excluding and including 3 and 6! So 9 means unity of the both sides. 9 is The Universe itself! The vibration, the energy and the frequency!

On an island of Estonia: The country with only 1,3 million people has been invaded by many but still remains. Ruled by Denmark, Sweden, Germany and most recently by Russia. Excavations of viking warriors ships and archeological findings give evidence of our paganism history and ancestors.

Mother tongue: Estonian language is as stubborn as its people. Despite many disruptive invasions of this small population it is still spoken today. The roots of the language come from an old Siberian Shamanic language spoken by the Finno-Ugric peoples.

To understand the importance of language in the development of peoples one must recognise the vibrational impact on human evolution.

Mayan sign: Black jaguar. In Mayan mythology, the jaguar was seen as the ruler of the Underworld, and as such, a symbol of the night sun and darkness. As I am writing this There is a card that popped out this morning of the aged Mayan goddess of midwifery, curing, and war Ix Chel - on my altar. She belongs to the jaguar deities. She has jaguar ears and claws and can show the looped cruller element and the large eye of the Jaguar God.

Religion of Estonian ancestors: Before christianity paganism was the household our practice. Worshiping green Tara similar to the Buddhist goddess. As green is the universal colour of healing, regeneration, and growth, the Green Tara embodies the healing energy of release from fear and ignorance. Mother nature is also green so that makes a lot of sense to me.

Chinese animal totem:

The way the world sees me is a monkey - for me it is a representation of Baba Hanuman (Hindu god) The fun loving deity Hanuman Ji is the breath body in us and can help the lower self (Sita) that is lost to ignorance to reunite with its true companion, the inner soul (Rama). The interpretation from Hinduism resonates with me because I am a breath work therapist.

My mind is governed by horse:

In Hinduism, the horse headed Lord Hayagriva is an avatar of Lord Vishnu. He is worshipped as the god of knowledge and wisdom. Symbolically, the story represents the triumph of pure knowledge, guided by the hand of God, over the demonic forces.

In Chinese: The horse meaning signifies overcoming obstacles, and how you should carry yourself in the face of adversity. The horse spirit animal works hard to remind you to take care of your emotional, mental, and spiritual well-being. The horse symbolism also speaks about freedom.

My secret animal is the tiger:

In Hinduism: Durga who sits on a tiger is a goddess of war. Her mythology centres around combating evils and demonic forces that threaten peace, prosperity, and Dharma the power of good over evil. Durga is also a fierce form of the protective mother goddess, who unleashes her divine wrath against the wicked for the liberation of the oppressed, and entails destruction to empower creation. As a trauma release therapist this also resonates because facing inner demons is my everyday business.

Shamanic initiation in Durgas tiger school:

500h of tantra yoga and all kinds of different shamanic rituals, ceremonies and journeys got me sick as a dog. Over a month I could barely walk because my entire body was inflamed and hurting. I was sent to live in Andes mountains with a shaman and her babies. After my recovery I took a plane down from 6000 meters to a turtle island of Galapagos.


Love the mythological story about the beginnings of times of Eurasian Shamanism.

The earth diver. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jlOierP0iGg